Adoption

How do you feel about your adoption?
Well, it has two sides. One side has questions and the other is content where they are now. One side has all these random questions they want to be answered. While the other is fine without knowing because they know there middle and ending is going to be great.
Let's explain my confused side a little bit. I carry these questions I'd like to get answered. Questions like, "What two humans made this human begin?" "Who's strong hands do I have?" Also, "Who's crappy hormones did I inherit?" Because I'd like to tell them a thing or two about this issue! I understand some people might not care about these things but, in the long run, it does. I need to understand medical history because maybe one day I'll want kids. I need to know if, my genes will endanger my future children.
Now, on to happier topics. I'm fully aware of my fortunate life I've had! I've had the best upbring any chinese girl could ever ask for. I had a loving family and a home to call my own. I'm thankful for the personality traits I've been equipped with! I mean I'm a pretty independent women if, anyone is looking for a relationship. I'm single if, you didn't get the hint. Anyway, yes I did go through my ups and downs but, everyone does these days. I've grown from every single one of my past events. For an example never mix your alcoholic beverages! Never mix wine and beer because you'll be vomiting like a volcano the next day. Believe me, throwing up and body shakes isn't fun.
I am blessed for my present but, I will always questions my beginning. Hopefully someday I'll either come to pace with the unknowing or find the answers I've been searching for.